Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper

"Secrets stolen from deep inside.. The drum beats out of time.."

now that exams are all over, all of us have been catching up with our much needed rest. for the past week, i have been catching up with some friends whom i haven't seen since the assessment period and seeing people off at the airport. john, jay, mike have flown home for the holidays. mary has gone home for good. jay, ross and katy are away in sydney and melbourne for the next couple of weeks. for the rest of us, we're just going to lepak around here. plans might come up one of these days. adik is coming to visit me in a couple of weeks, so that is something for me to look forward to.

the whole month of june flew past so fast. the past month had been pretty intense for us all and we're glad that it's all over. results should be released anytime this month and i'm having butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. i hope it all turns out well.

i have been reflecting on my life and thinking about what is in it for me tomorrow. the future is quite uncertain and it is kinda scary for me. i live my life according to the plans i make for myself, but at this point in time, tomorrow is too foggy for me to start making any plans. i was speaking to abah earlier in the day about the uncertainty i am feeling about my future, and he helped make things a bit clearer for me, pointing out my opportunities. but there needs to be more thinking and talking to be done. i do take one day at a time. but at the same time, i need to have some sort of plans for my life just to make sure that everything works out fine. of course i know that it won't necessarily work out according to what i have planned. it is there just as some sort of a guideline for me.

i think, i will just wait for a bit longer before making another plan. mummy told me to take this chance and relax while i still can. she told me that things will fall into place eventually. she has a point.. as always.