Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Louis Armstrong

I double dare you to sit over here
I double dare you to lend me your ear

Take off your high hat and let's get friendly
Don't be a scaredy cat--
What do you care, can't you take a dare?

I double dare you to kiss me and then
I double dare you to kiss me again

And if that look in your eyes means what I think it does
I double dare you to fall in love with me

Hot mama, I double dare you!

Monday, July 07, 2008

Perfect - Simple Plan

"'Cuz we lost it all.. Nothing lasts forever.. I'm sorry I can't be perfect.. Now it's just too late and we can't go back.. I'm sorry I can't be perfect.."

it has been great, but i have to take my leave..

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

As - Stevie Wonder

"As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow.. But in passing will grow older every day.. Just as all is born is new.. Do know what I say is true.. That I'll be loving you always.."

this entry is for you..

congratulations on graduating and also on landing that new kick-ass job! i am very proud of you. i have never doubted your ability and i know that you'll have a good future ahead of you (as long as you don't get distracted and effed up your life).

you build yourself up pretty good, despite what you been through previously. it's hellish, i know. i have seen you go through the obstacles as you're growing up and i am happy that you are the person you are today. there are many more obstacles you will face in future, but i have no doubt that you'll be able to get through it all easily. if ever you face difficulties, do know that your family is always behind you, encouraging you to carry on.

i am glad that i have you as a brother and i am glad that we have a great sibling relationship. yes, we may have our differences. however, that has never stopped us from getting along not only as siblings, but also as best buddies. i miss being away from you cos you never fail to make me laugh and smile. i miss your company and chatting with you.

i just thought i should let you know this cos you never know what will happen tomorrow, and i might never have the chance to let you know what i feel about you. you're my inspiration and i love you for being my brother.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper

"Secrets stolen from deep inside.. The drum beats out of time.."

now that exams are all over, all of us have been catching up with our much needed rest. for the past week, i have been catching up with some friends whom i haven't seen since the assessment period and seeing people off at the airport. john, jay, mike have flown home for the holidays. mary has gone home for good. jay, ross and katy are away in sydney and melbourne for the next couple of weeks. for the rest of us, we're just going to lepak around here. plans might come up one of these days. adik is coming to visit me in a couple of weeks, so that is something for me to look forward to.

the whole month of june flew past so fast. the past month had been pretty intense for us all and we're glad that it's all over. results should be released anytime this month and i'm having butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. i hope it all turns out well.

i have been reflecting on my life and thinking about what is in it for me tomorrow. the future is quite uncertain and it is kinda scary for me. i live my life according to the plans i make for myself, but at this point in time, tomorrow is too foggy for me to start making any plans. i was speaking to abah earlier in the day about the uncertainty i am feeling about my future, and he helped make things a bit clearer for me, pointing out my opportunities. but there needs to be more thinking and talking to be done. i do take one day at a time. but at the same time, i need to have some sort of plans for my life just to make sure that everything works out fine. of course i know that it won't necessarily work out according to what i have planned. it is there just as some sort of a guideline for me.

i think, i will just wait for a bit longer before making another plan. mummy told me to take this chance and relax while i still can. she told me that things will fall into place eventually. she has a point.. as always.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Knives Out - Radiohead

"Look into my eyes.. It's the only way you'll know I'm telling the truth.."

what do you take me for? just because i keep quiet, that doesn't mean that you can keep throwing crap at me. the reason i didn't respond to you was because i think that you're not worth my precious time and breath. you're such a pushover and you act all high and mighty as if you rule my life. stop telling me how to go about doing things and don't criticise me just because you don't like it. who are you in the first place to think that you can push me around and tell me to do things the way you like it? i can take criticisms, as long as they are constructive. you used belittle me about every little thing i do/say/think. but not anymore because i have seen through you and before i say something that can make things turn ugly, i advise that you better eff off and let me live my life the way i like it. i don't care about your opinions because it doesn't count anymore. i am sick and tired of you and your snobbish ways.

why do i even bother with you in the first place? you're such a effwit!