As - Stevie Wonder

"As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow.. But in passing will grow older every day.. Just as all is born is new.. Do know what I say is true.. That I'll be loving you always.."

this entry is for you..

congratulations on graduating and also on landing that new kick-ass job! i am very proud of you. i have never doubted your ability and i know that you'll have a good future ahead of you (as long as you don't get distracted and effed up your life).

you build yourself up pretty good, despite what you been through previously. it's hellish, i know. i have seen you go through the obstacles as you're growing up and i am happy that you are the person you are today. there are many more obstacles you will face in future, but i have no doubt that you'll be able to get through it all easily. if ever you face difficulties, do know that your family is always behind you, encouraging you to carry on.

i am glad that i have you as a brother and i am glad that we have a great sibling relationship. yes, we may have our differences. however, that has never stopped us from getting along not only as siblings, but also as best buddies. i miss being away from you cos you never fail to make me laugh and smile. i miss your company and chatting with you.

i just thought i should let you know this cos you never know what will happen tomorrow, and i might never have the chance to let you know what i feel about you. you're my inspiration and i love you for being my brother.

Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper

"Secrets stolen from deep inside.. The drum beats out of time.."

now that exams are all over, all of us have been catching up with our much needed rest. for the past week, i have been catching up with some friends whom i haven't seen since the assessment period and seeing people off at the airport. john, jay, mike have flown home for the holidays. mary has gone home for good. jay, ross and katy are away in sydney and melbourne for the next couple of weeks. for the rest of us, we're just going to lepak around here. plans might come up one of these days. adik is coming to visit me in a couple of weeks, so that is something for me to look forward to.

the whole month of june flew past so fast. the past month had been pretty intense for us all and we're glad that it's all over. results should be released anytime this month and i'm having butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. i hope it all turns out well.

i have been reflecting on my life and thinking about what is in it for me tomorrow. the future is quite uncertain and it is kinda scary for me. i live my life according to the plans i make for myself, but at this point in time, tomorrow is too foggy for me to start making any plans. i was speaking to abah earlier in the day about the uncertainty i am feeling about my future, and he helped make things a bit clearer for me, pointing out my opportunities. but there needs to be more thinking and talking to be done. i do take one day at a time. but at the same time, i need to have some sort of plans for my life just to make sure that everything works out fine. of course i know that it won't necessarily work out according to what i have planned. it is there just as some sort of a guideline for me.

i think, i will just wait for a bit longer before making another plan. mummy told me to take this chance and relax while i still can. she told me that things will fall into place eventually. she has a point.. as always.

Diamonds On the Inside - Ben Harper

"A candle throws it’s light into the darkness.. In a nasty world so shines a good deed.. Make sure the fortune that you seek.. Is the fortune that you need.. Tell me why the first to ask.. Is the last to give every time.. What you say and do not mean.. Follows you close behind.."

bugger!! why?! why?! why?! i found out from john & jay that Blink 182's concert on friday has been cancelled and postponed til july!! apparently a member of the band got himself into an accident or something like that. grr!! they better not get themselves into anymore trouble/accidents and cancel the next concert. so annoying!

i am a walking zombie today. i go into lectures and nothing is registering. my fault for going to bed late last night even though i know that i have to get up early today. it's 10 minutes to 4pm and i am still not awake. and i have had 3 servings of coffee already (wiyah, if i am hyper later you know why). still not working. am having trouble keeping my eyes open. to make matters worse, the batteries to my discman went dead on me cos i forgot to charge them last night. *slaps forehead*

3 weeks down and 10 more to go. i can't wait for next week cos there's something for me to look forward to! *grin* i'm excited for April to come as well cos a couple of friends will be flying into brissy to pay us all a visit! plus the mid-semester break will be happening next month as well! yes, i have 2 assignments to hand in next month, but it's not too bad. i think?

Lagu Cinta - Dewa

thanks to jay, i am hooked on songs by Dewa. keep listening to the cd over and over again..

this is the work of my friend, Yusni. i thought i'd put it up cos it's a beautiful picture. enjoy!